Cry of the Borrower (Aiman Azlan)

I took this poem from Mr Aiman Azlan

“This lump of flesh that I have in my chest

It beats for the One to whom it belongs to

But being an ungrateful borrower that I am

I give it away to one who deserves it not

For shame! A total disregard of the Owner!

Such a beautiful Owner, Who is still there

Even though I gave it away, more than once

He is there, willing to recover a broken item

Now, I hold on to it close. Lock it so tightly

Trying so hard not to give you the golden key

Realize this, I am merely a poor key keeper

Entrusted by the Keymaker to keep it safe

Until one day. That day. How I long for that day!

That blessed day when the keys switch hands

Please, keep mine safe! I will keep yours safer

Unlock the hearts, for His permission was earned

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~ From the very first sentence until the end of it

I am impressed with his ability to write such a beautiful and romantic poem..

Sometimes, I feel this poem told a story of mine..

Yeap.. I did gave my heart to the wrong guy, n I let him broke mine,

For which it does not belongs to me..

The heart is belongs to Allah..

The Keymaker of my heart and I gave away the key to the wrong guy..

I should not do that.

I have no right to give it away.

Unless permitted by Him

But Allah never abandon me..

He fixed the broken part of my heart

And now, Im trying so hard to keep the key in safe,

So that I wont give it to the wrong guy again,

And I will only give the key of my heart to the one

That has been decided by Allah to have it,

And when the time comes,

I’ll exchange the keys of heart with the right guy,

And together unlock our hearts.. insyaAllah =]