there r people we cant live without,but have to let go

there's nothing that i can do... i used to love u so much... but i have to accept the fate that we r not meant for each other.. now i started to slowly let u go from my life... i'll move on... i keep saying those word to myself.. i'll move on n find my own love.. i'll move on n search the one who can accept me for who i am... i'll move on to b someone who is better for a person after u.. i'll move on and let those memories left behind.. maybe some of the memories i'll bring along just to give me a lesson so that i'll learn things from those memories... maybe those memories that i'll bring along are too memorable that i couldnt left them behind... but i'll promised myself... that i'll move on and i'll never look back... we will all started a new life... u have ur own... and i'll have my own... our stories will left behind and let it be a history... but ur new love story will be a new chapter in ur life... so do i.. our chapter of love stories end when we separated.. though mine has not started yet... but i'll know someday in the future.. it will.... i'll move on and i'll promise myself.. but when??? only God knows... i left these to Allah... He knows best... i just need times... dont worry... i'll never hold grudge towards u... after all... u r someone that i used to love with all my heart.. someone that i used to dream to marry with... someone that i used to think for each moment of my life... someone that i love soo much.. u r the one.. but i'll know... Allah has prepared me someone special and better than u.... someone that understand me.. someone that is destined to be mine forever...

My Interest?? Anime, Manchester United, CR07, Javier Hernandez

seriously aku rasa nk muntah bile baca pasal band k-pop malaysia ni... baik laki or prmpn... mati r... xde kaitan ngn aku.. sbb aku bukan nye minat band k-pop yg dtg dr korea pon... langsung xminat, n xkan minat, n xpernah minat... sile percaya.... yup... xminat langsung... tp ramai gk kwn or kenalan aku minat dorg... so xde lah aku kutuk k-pop ni... sbb dh minat dorg... masing2 ade hak utk minat sesuatu benda tu... so itu hidup korg.... hidup aku lain... aku minat anime jepun... yup.. anime je yg aku minat giler2... yg cerita drama jepun or band jepun pon aku xminat... aah.... xminat pong... sungguh.... aku nye impian nk g jepun pon sbb aku tgk dr anime tentang culture n tmpt menarik kt jepun... itu je...

n 1 lg minat aku yg teramat sgt adalah football... xreti pon men bola sepak.... tp aku terlalu fanatik ngn manchester united... terlalu fanatik smpai aku pernah menangis, pernah bernazar n pernah mimpi hanya kerana manchester united.. yup.. terlalu minatkan manchester united... mlm td match arsenal vs man utd, MU kalah... sedey giler nk mampos... aku nak nangis... tp aku tahan.... cm x matang plak biler umur 22 thun tp nangis kan... so aku tahan la... smpai skg sedey tu xhilang lagi... punyerla sedey smpai nk study pon xde mood... tp nk wat cmne.. aku terlalu sygkan manchester united smpai kalau dorg kalah pun rase nk nangis... i consider manchester united as part of my life.... xboley berpisah... start minat kat MU ni thun 2002... 1st tyme aku knal dunia sukan bola sepak... n 1st club yg aku knal adalah MU, so sbb tu aku minat MU... semua ni gara2 abg aku yg ajak aku tgk bola sama ngn die... tup tup melekat la aku sebagai seorg yg minat bola sepak... start tu aku baca surat khabar je mesti bukak ruangan sukan dulu, cari berita pasal manchester united.. dulu xpandai guna internet,,,so kalau nk tau pasal MU n bola sepak, aku beli la magazine Arena Bola Sepak(ABS)... bertimbun majalah tu... yg bestnye dpt poster besar punye... nak2 dpt poster manchester united... senyum smpai ke telinga tyme tu... wakkakka... tp skg xbeli dh ABS... ABS pon cm dh xkuar lg dh pon... lgpon skg internet di hujung jari... click je... xpon g website manutd.com wakkakak... pastu kt sekolah menengah dulu... bilik asrama aku penuh ngn poster manchester united n berita pasal MU je... mmg fanatik giler la... kwn2 dh tau perangai aku yg minat sgt kat MU...

xsilap aku 2003, MU beli cristiano ronaldo... memula aku xsuka die... sbb bg aku die cm budak yg masuk MU atas pakej muka, tp xde bakat.. dh tu wat aku xsuka die sbb die dpt nu jersey yg david beckham pakai... panas r kan tyme tu.... tp after tgk die men.... aku tau yg die ade bakat... n trus aku tangkap cintan kat die... reason aku tgkp cintan kt die simple je... sbb kaki die... pandai woo dribbling... mmg jth cinta habis la... tp tetiba die kuar manchester united... panas seyh... tp nk wat cmne... die nk kembangkan bakat die(mcm la kat MU xberkembang.. tu pak cik tua SAF tu yg asah bakat ko)... oke,,, emo jap... walaupun aku minat die... tp aku tau aku ttp minat manchester united as a team... so even die blah.... aku ttp minat MU... plus aku xpernah tgk real madrid nye game lwn smpai abis 90 minit,... sbb aku tau... aku cuma minat MU... wlupon jejaka idaman aku CR07 ade kt situ... lalallala... after die blah... aku xde minat player mana2 specifically... yg aku tau aku kagum ngn Ryan Giggs,Paul Scholes,Rio Ferdinand, Patrice Evra n Van Der Sar... sng kate senior player la...

tp secara tetiba sorg mamat kt manchester united telah menwan hati nurani wanita ku ini!! cewah ayat cm hampeh je... yup.. aku jatuh cinta ngn Javier Hernandez a.k.a Chicharito... sma cm CR07 memula Chicharito masuk, aku xamik peduli pon.... masuk la ko... tp ntah cmne waktu lwn ngn newcastle aritu panahan cinta chicharito telah tertusuk kt hati aku... dush... yes... im in love with him,... betol2 jatuh cinta... tgk die kt pdg lwn utk manchester united pon dh leh wat aku senyum smpai telinga.... oowwwh.... ape yg mamat ni pakai smpai aku xtgkap leleh ngn die ni... ntah la... tp yg pasti skg ni fikiran aku asik dok pikir pasai mamat ni je... nk tido pon kna tgk gmbar die dulu... dush... he is so damn cute... xpe... biar aku layan cinta ngn die b4 ade MODEL mana2 yg jd awek die n rmpas teruna die... LOL!!! dear chicharito.... i love you sooooo much =P